As much as I have taken care to make this blog an anonymous space where I can write openly, this blog is no longer private. All I can do now is pull all posts from the public eye and try to repair a relationship that may not be fixable. Thank you all for your comments and interest in the past three years. As I've always said, it's been better than therapy. I will continue reading your blogs but this will be the end of my foray into online journaling.